In July Communist Daughter is going to release the follow-up EP to their acclaimed album Soundtrack to the End and we have an advance copy here in the shop if you’re curious to hear it. Last week Johnny Solomon came by so I could interview him for a piece I’m writing for the City Pages about the new disc. He and I talked about the differences between it and the album as well as the likely direction the band will take with it’s next full-length release.
I also asked Solomon about his song “Not the Kid”, which was on Soundtrack to the End and was featured in an episode of my wife’s favorite TV drama “Gray’s Anatomy” (which is about the robots who colonize Mars).
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(“Not the Kid” by Communist Daughter)
Solomon’s simple and fairly accessible song is built over an intimate, personal narrative. Those of us who grew up before digital video and photography relate to our childhood through the windows offered by the few images that were captured on photo paper. When I bring to mind an image of my brother, for instance, how much of what I see in there is what was stored in my memory before he passed away and how much is what I take from the photographs that “refresh” that memory.
When I was little my father was a professor at the University of Minnesota. He spent a lot of time writing, which at the time one did in front of a big desktop computer with a black and green screen and 5 1/4″ floppy discs. I can remember spending Saturday mornings on the floor next to his desk trying to distract him from his work – hoping to go to the park or out for an adventure or just to get his attention so I could show him the toy or rock or comic book that I was excited about.
And while I’m writing by myself in the record shop this sunny Saturday afternoon, I’m just as often writing at our dining room table with my son at my feet trying his very best to break my concentration. “Poppa, look at what Batman’s doing!” “Poppa, what’s the name of this dinosaur?” “Look, Poppa, it’s your favorite, Iguanodon!”
Seems like history is repeating itself. If only somebody would write a nice, thoughtful folk song about it…
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Oh, yeah. Well if only somebody would write a better song about it then. Seems my general distaste for Harry Chapin hasn’t subsided since the last time we posted one of his songs (here). I have this weird memory of a music appreciation class in junior high school in which we listened a worn-out copy of Verities and Balderdash and read along. I think the same teacher explained to us how the Beatles faked Paul’s death and how Brian Wilson invented chamber music. I’m pretty sure she is the reason I hate baby boomer rock so much.
At the time I preferred Cat Stevens’ “Father and Son” because it took the side of the teenager. I liked Billy Joel’s “My Life” too. I was thirteen and wanted nothing more than for my parents to “go ahead with [their] own [lives] and leave me alone,” until of course they did.
And then you’re on the road to “Not the Kid” and to a confused adulthood never on good terms with the past. The thing about “Not the Kid” is that some of us don’t feel a connection to the children we were and others would really like to have that just long enough to resolve some things. I feel like I really lost my relationship to my own childhood when I lost my brother because so much of it now seems like a restless dream.
And having children changes your perspective, which is something missing from Johnny Solomon’s song. I can look at “Not the Kid” and relate to his perspective but I am not that man anymore. Nothing in this world changes your way of living like being a parent, and all of my regrets have eroded away leaving behind a solid bedrock on which I hope to build a better life for my children – the only regret that remains is when I feel like I’m not succeeding at that.
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(“My Daddy Plays Guitar in the Folsom Prison Band” by Linda Plowman)
I’m amazed by the enormous courage it takes to be a child. I watch my son navigate this world in which he doesn’t know the rules, and in which he is dependent on the adults around him to tell him those rules, and the anxiety it forces on him breaks my heart.
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(“Your Daddy Loves You” by Gil Scott-Heron & Brian Jackson)

My Dad
It’s amazing how much of a difference in his day I can make by setting aside the work I am doing for a few minutes and look at what Batman’s doing, or at the Iguanodon in his dinosaur book. After all, he’s right – Iguanodon is my favorite dinosaur. He fucking rocks.
I don’t begrudge my father for the work he was doing those Saturday mornings (anymore), just as I hope someday my son will forgive me someday for leaving him feeling small when I’m trying to finish one project or another. Recently the kids and I started construction on a gigantic pirate ship in our backyard for them to climb on, so I feel like I can be counted on to do things for them. It’s just that those big things you do aren’t as important as the tiny moments. Yep, not even a giant pirate ship.
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(“My Father’s House” by Bruce Springsteen)
Neither of my parents hassled me about the music I listened to growing up, although I’m sure they would have liked to talk about it. Neither complained when I’d bring home turntables and 8-Track players and take them apart. They encouraged me to spend as much time studying as I did on projects like that, but they forgave me when I didn’t. And both of them encouraged me to write as soon as I learned how, and now I’m getting paid to write about music – I owe all of that to them.
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(“Oh My Papa” by Eddie Fisher)
I guess if I could have a father’s day wish it would be that I don’t have to do anything for anybody else – no writing, no cleaning or tagging records, no fixing of anything anywhere no matter how urgently broken it may be – so that I can pay attention to my kids. I’d like to play with Batman and look at pictures of dinosaurs without interruption for a day. I’d like the time to be a father.
Tomorrow’s post: One of my father’s favorite records.